|Sunday, June 20th, 2004|
I haven't been on here in a while. I'll try to update a little more frequently but can't make any promises.
Well, you probably know already that I'm helping Seven play Katis-Kot and she's helping me with my studies to be Captain's Assistant.
I'm learning a lot in my studies, I'm going to be the best Captain's Assistant ever.
|Wednesday, February 18th, 2004|
Okay that was weird...I encountered seven_of_nine
in the hallway and somehow it led to playing Katis Kot in my quaters. Not that I don't mind playing Katis Kot seeing that no one seems to have the time to play but it's just weird seeing how it's seven_of_nine
But you did play really well seven_of_nine
why'd you have to leave before the game finished?
|Wednesday, February 4th, 2004|
I think it's because I'm afraid of looking beyond what's here on Voyager. I'm terrified of seeing a future where I won't call Voyager my home. I struggle with the concept of accepting the fact that one day earth will be my new home, I'll go to Starfleet Academy and then I'll get posted on a new Starship...
...but that starship won't be voyager. I don't think I could call it my home regardless of whether I be on the ship as a passenger or as a Starfleet officer. I belong on Voyager. Nothing can change that fact no matter how hard one may try...I'm frightened of the future but at the same time I look forward to the many changes that will happen. I don't look forward to the day when I leave Voyager forever.
|Saturday, January 3rd, 2004|
I realise that it’s been quite a while since I last updated but there’s been so much happening around here that I haven’t found a spare moment in between worrying about the away team and thinking that I would never see them again, the away team being rescued, the slipstream mission and the slipstream not working and all this on top of spending more time with my mom since she came back and my studies. The slipstream mission is what everyone had been talking about these past few weeks and each time someone mentioned about how good it would be to return home I would feel sad because I had no home to return to.
I have to admit that I’m rather glad the slipstream mission didn’t work because I just couldn’t work myself up to feel excited about the prospect of returning to the Alpha Quadrant and Earth where my mom comes from. I mean I guess I am excited about the thought of meeting with my father but at the same I’m nervous because mom has told me so much about him and at this stage in time I don’t know if I feel confident enough to meet him face to face. I know I sound like a coward but Voyager is my home and if I were to return to earth I would miss everything about Voyager. I would never feel comfortable on earth no matter how much people talk about how great earth is.
Everything on Voyager is slowly returning to normal but some of the crew is disappointed that they won’t be returning home however I think on the whole it has given them a new sense of renewed hope because now they know that it isn’t impossible for them to return home quickly. Of course I knew that the day when Voyager would return to the alpha quadrant but it looks like it won’t be for quite a while. Current Mood: thoughtful
|Saturday, September 20th, 2003|
|I miss mom...
I really, really do miss mom.
It's been way over 24 hours.
Actually it's been way over a few days.
I'm beginning to think at this stage that something has happened to them but I really do not want to assume the worst even though there is always a possibility that I might have to.
I just hope that I will not have to resort to that. Current Mood: confused
|Saturday, September 6th, 2003|
I have a few minutes before I have to go to bed. So I'm using them to quickly update my journal. Long story cut short mom never called in today. I'm really scared now that something has happened to her even though neelix
is telling me that she probably is really busy. Oddly enough that's what the doctor emh
said during the biology lesson when I told him about mom. I replied to neelix
that it was Starfleet regulation that an away team must report in once every 24 hours. So even if they were really busy then they still would have had to call in unless something happened to them.
Wouldn't they? Current Mood: scared
|Friday, September 5th, 2003|
is letting me update quickly on Lj because I didn't have time to make an entry yesterday since I was studying more information on Starfleet regulations.
The truth is I'm worried and rather disappointed.
The delta flyer's mission is going to take another couple of days.
I was really looking forward to them coming back tomorrow.
I told mom that I wanted her to meet a new friend of mine called Treevis from the Flotter program.
Treevis is so funny.
He asked me this evening when I was playing Flotter if he could visit Voyager when he learned that I lived on a Spaceship and that I was an explorer.
I told him that I had to ask my mom first.
So now I'm hoping that everything is all right. I miss mom and I've been able to manage so far but with the mission lasting another couple of days I'm beginning to miss her even more.
Naomi Current Mood: disappointed
|Wednesday, September 3rd, 2003|
During dinner last night I told neelix
that I want to become Captain kathrynjaneway
I really want to be a starfleet captain like kathrynjaneway
when I'm older but for now I want to be captain's assistant.
I've started studying Starfleet protocols and regulations and reading the rules of the prime directive. I find all of this interesting and it will be very useful later on.
It also helps pass the time until mom and (_tom_paris
_ and _tuvok_
) come back. Current Mood: cheerful
|Tuesday, September 2nd, 2003|
It was a relief to talk to mom last night. She told me that they were fine and said they would be back in two days at the latest. I didn't really talk to her long. I mainly told her how my studies were going along and how the lessons I had today went and I told her about the latest Flotter stories I played on the holodeck with neelix
Mom said that when she got back we could go to the holodeck together and play one of the Flotter stories. I promised her I would save the tea party one for her, which is her favorite.
I don't think mom has played one of the Flotter stories since she was little so I think she will really enjoy it.
I know I will. Current Mood: excited
|Monday, September 1st, 2003|
Well mom, _tom_paris_
have left for their away mission and will back in a few days.
Mom gave me her holodeck time and neelix
and I went to the holodeck yesterday evening and we will be going this afternoon as soon as Neelix is off duty in the Mess Hall.
Hopefully the time will pass quickly and everyone will be back before I know it. Current Mood: hopeful
|Sunday, August 31st, 2003|
Mom will be leaving soon. She promised me last night that she would contact me everyday until she comes back. This makes me feel a little better. She told me not to worry and just like everyone else she said she would be back before I know it.
But I seem to be feeling more and more nervous that something is going to happen to her.
feeling like this.
I think it may have something to do with the fact that mom hasn't really been on an away mission since I was born and it will be the first time she's going away on an extended mission.
I told her that I was nervous about her going and she gave me a big hug and said that everything was going to be fine. I hope
everything is going to be fine.
If something does happen to mom...I mean especially that I've never known my father and all...
Well at least neelix
will be here to look after me. Current Mood: anxious
|Saturday, August 30th, 2003|
|Sometimes I just wonder...
...what it would be like if my dad were here on Voyager with me and mom?
In between lessons and holodeck playing I often find myself thinking this. Mom has told me a lot about dad, how great he is and how a wonderful, smart and loving father he is. I don't know about the father bit yet. I mean I've never met him. But I'm getting the impression that he would be the kind of father someone would be proud of.
Maybe I should ask someone who knew him?
It's not that I don't believe what mom says or anything I just...I don't know. It is rather confusing to me. True I'm only three years old but I just really want to know who he is. If anyone understands what I mean. Current Mood: curious
|Friday, August 29th, 2003|
Okay I admit that I've been playing on the holodeck more often than I should but I really can't help it. Apart from loving to play The Adventures of Flotter I've just felt the need to get close to someone. Don't get me wrong I'm close to mum and neelix
but it is kind of hard to feel close to someone when they're busy even though they do try to make it up when they're off duty.
Mom's going on an away mission in a few days. I'm really going to miss her when she goes. I know she will be back as soon as the mission is over but I just hate when she goes away. Even though neelix
is going to look after me. Current Mood: nervous